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magic book - 1st entryLes habitants de la piscine
L'eau fraîche entoure les jambes.
Elle passe comme une brise glacée. Elle rappelle la menthe.
La lumière entre jusqu’au fond.
Des réseaux blancs au premier regard, puis colorés comme l’arc au ciel, glissent là-bas.
Les lignes avancent comme si quelqu’un les faisait marcher.
Elles rampent, se touchent les unes et les autres, créent une unité.
Impossible de suivre une des lignes.
Elles semblent disparaître et puis soudain elles se mêlent aux autres – et vont ailleurs.
Un vent de sable souffle dans l’autre sens ou en travers sans déranger le trajet de la lumière.
Il passe indifféremment au dessus en en dessous – ou reste-t-il à la même place ?
Comme une fumée qui porte des grains, il traverse les raies qui avancent, sans arrêt.
On a l’impression d’une armée d’insectes qui marchent comme s’ils
Oui, je veux bien
Vacances avec des amies. Ça fait longtemps, que je ne les ai pas vues. Surtout Claudia. Nous n'étions pas toujours des meilleurs amies, pourtant nous nous amusons plutôt bien. Pas de tension comme d'habitude. Des filles, dont je ne connais pas le nom mais qui me connaissent apparemment bien, sont avec nous. Le bazar de cette ville étrange et plein de gens. Le temps fait beau, plutôt chaud, ça m'a manqué, la chaleur, l'air sec et des cigales. Je suis à la maison, enfin.
Partout des marchands avec des objets exotiques. On passe par ici, par là, oubliant lieu et temps. Là, je ne peux plus tenir à moi, il faut que je le revoie. Depuis notre arrivé, je ne peux pas penser à quelque chose d'autre. C'est que lui. Mon cur batte à haute voix. Je rougis, si quelqu'un peut l'entendre ? Mais non, c'est stupide. « Je crois que je vais appeler un ami que je ne pas vu longtemps » je dis aux autres. Elles s
Lieblose GleicheitLiberté, Egalité, Fraternité. Freiheit, Gleichheit, Brüderlichkeit. So sagt es der Franzose. ---
I have a dream... introduierte Martin Luther King. ---
Gleichberechtigung für die Frau... brüllt uns die Emanze entgegen. ---
Was soll der ganze Drang nach Gleichheit? ---
Ist es nicht das Schlimmste, wenn ein Mensch sagt "Es ist mir gleich"? ---
Lebt er dann? ---
Ist nicht unser Drang "Differenzierung", "Individualität"? ---
Leben heißt Drang. ---
Das Ziel ist Individualität. ---
Keine isolierte, aber integrierte Individualität. ---
Ich bin Subjekt und nehme meine Umwelt subjektiv auf. ---
Ich nehme meine Umgebung nicht gleich meiner Mitmenschen wahr. ---
Nichts ist mir gleich. ---
Alles reizt mich, auf die unterscheidlichste Art & Weise. ---
Vielfalt an Reizen. Vielfalt an Leben. ---
Liebe am Leben. ---
Mal mehr, mal weniger, aber nicht gleich. ---
Liebe zum Leben. ---
Ich nehme, ich gebe. So gut ich kann. ---
Ich liebe. Und weil ich liebe ist mir nichts gleich. --- --- ---
100 Reasons to Stay AliveCute animals that make you go, "Kawaii!"The part of the charger you put your foot on while you're derping on the laptop.Pencils so sharp you can possibly murder an undesirable specimen. (I don't suggest that, but you can.)Clear, blue skies.Putting on the headphones after a long day.Realizing you don't have any homework.The feeling of spring after winter."EMERGENCY MESSAGE: Due to extreme weather conditions, all school activities and administrative offices have been closed for today."Dry towels.Belting out your favorite song in the shower.Cute guys.Maybe cute girls.Or maybe both. I don't know your preferences.The sense of accomplishment.Looking in the mirror and trying out your "sexy" pose.Going on DeviantArt to find your messages chock-full of activity notifications.When you're in a radically good mood so you don't have a care in the world.Hilarious videos.Seeing a picture of something that doesn't usually have a face having a face.When your crush smiles at you.Being weird with your BF
Maybe This Is My Last GoodbyeI just have something to say and that is that I can not but
I have tried to get ahead for myself
But I can not
Every time I feel most miserable
Whenever I feel like not worth it to go ahead
I've tried everything
But they just look at me as a useless, stupid good for nothing like a monster
So to go ahead if, just they tell me my faults in the face
They say I have to open my wings and fly towards my destination where I belong
I try to fly, but my wings are broken
And without wings I can not fly to my destination, and if I not go to my destination I have nothing
And if I have nothing to go ahead
Maybe my destiny is in heaven, where there is no evil, sadness or mental illness
the weight of living pt. cdlxxit's a tangle of voices in the midst of rainy 1.53am breakdown
right now i want to cut myself
it feels like an ideal solution
i know it is not
maybe i should throw out my blades
i don't know
i don't know
i do know
i don't want to
the key phrase is just in case
you don't understand
you don't care
i wish .he cared
i also wish he wasn't fucking a fourteen year old harry potter freak with nicer eyes than me
i also wish he didn't spend his lunch times locked away in the drama room with a 52 year old paedophile with marriage problems
i wish i'd never cut myself because it's all these scars that will never fade and they remind me every day of how much i fucked everything up and how much i will never be okay what am i even saying
he reminds me of a sadness i never truly covered up and never truly understood
he reminds me of the gir
Today My Hands Reek of Doctor Office SoapBecause I frantically washed my hands in the back room
Because I’m one anxious little fuck when it comes to needles and
Crying children in the hallways and rooms where the walls are paper thin
Because I nearly pass out when needles are stuck into my arm several times
Because no one can ever find a goddamned vein the first time
Trying to calm myself as the doctor comes back in and the first words out of my mouth are
“So what are some good anxiety medications these days?”
Leave Her AloneThere is a girl.
About twelve or thirteen.
She has depression.
And people bully her!
She may say no one can understand her.
But I can.
I can feel my heart slowly crumbling.
I can feel her pain.
Whenever she tries to stand up for herself, people get mad.
Because I know how it feels.
But all I ask...
Don't bully her.
If your bullying her, your bullying me.
Don't get mad at her if she stands up for herself.
Don't hurt her.
Don't insult her.
You don't know it feels.
But I do.
Don't say you hurt worse.
Because you really don't.
And most of all, if your bullying her.
LEAVE HER ALONE
a letter to her My darling sunshine,
I know that we're about 1000 miles apart, but my heart feels tied to yours and I can't seem to let you go. My heart tells me that you're my soul mate, that you're my other half, that you're supposed to be loved by me and I by you. Age is just a number. I know that. In your Valentine's Day card, you told me to believe in us, to believe that one day we'll be together forever. I can't wait until that day!
Recently, you suggested we take a break because our distance is too big for you... I told you that'd be okay, I told you that I could wait for 4 more years (seeing as that's how many years of school I have left). You still call me your lovely pet names for me: Babe, darling, deary, and my favorite - your shooting star. You still tell me that you love me, and I tell you that I love you more. I do believe in us, I do believe that some day soon, we'll be together forever.
You, my dear, are my best friend... And I'm yours, you told me so yourself. I won't let you g
I'll never be your daughterDad, oh why... Why can't you...
Why can't you accept who I am?
Why can't you accept how I am?
I have never seen this world,
I don't know the things you do.
I know that, and I know youre much wiser.
Wiser than me.
But is that a reason?
A reason for that expression?
The one on your face,
telling me that you think Im dumb.
Dumb and idiotic and worth nothing.
Are you really like that?
Is success the only thing that matters?
Intelligence and smart thinking?
Does someone not perfect not fit into your world?
Do you really think this...
Do you really think I'm not perfect enough?
But why do you do it then?
Why do you say you love me?
The way I am.
You said you loved me,
but to be honest, dad, I can't believe you.
Do you really?
How can you love me?
Why do you look so disappointed?
I can't understand your point.
When we argue you say it's me.
It's all my fault.
Is it really?
Do you really think it's me?
Do you mean it when you say things...
Things like "You should get a psychatrist!"
How can yo
La Voce Toaif there is a hardness in the heart
it must be broken
if there are words inside untold
they must be spoken
if there is a candle burning at the shrine
it must burn down,
until the very last drop of wax is spent
this hope will have no ground
wherever i turn
wherever i spin
these are the words
of the dance we're in
if there is sadness welling at the throat
the tears must run
as raindrops fill the ocean
it must be released and sung
if there are voices silenced in the darkness
louder they'll shout
the crowds will take the streets
their anger must be let out
wherever i turn
wherever i spin
and these are the words
of the times we're in
la voce toa nu l'hai timire
la voca toa falla sentire
la voce toa nu l'hai timire
la voca toa famme sentire
Teenage Girls“I don’t know what asshole invented the idea that teenage girls are the cause for all evil, but I really hope that person never has to raise one. I don’t want him to see her dissolve in his fingers as society tells her to eat less, be thinner, be the damsel in distress, be something for a man to fix, be different but not too different, be special but never ever a special snowflake - I don’t want him to watch as she realizes that no matter what she loves, she’ll be made fun of for it. She can simply like her coffee from Starbucks and suddenly she’s vapid and thinks herself poetic. She’ll want to play video games but be called a fake nerd, particularly if she poses in any remotely flirtatious way because for some reason despite the entire community playing games with poorly dressed women they still hate it when a real girl wears less clothing, she will be seen as trespassing in a specifically male space - but when she falls in love with a female-
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